08月 19日 2037年

The day arrived where I met with Wufei.. in many ways for the first time. He was never truly a part of my life.. and with all that has happened with Serenity.. his overtures of peace offerings disgusts me. But, after hearing from Serenity of her experiences in the future..about my once again absence.. it made me think about what I am doing with my life now. I am training as an angel, and receiving even more power than I had before, but it is still not enough. Wufei can provide me with the Chinese magic I need as the previous vessel of Nataku.

What scares me is the fact that I will see him more than my father in the next few months to come. What if I come to care for him? What if he leaves again? I cannot stand to see dad suffer whenever the subject of Wufei comes up in conversation. I already am so burdened with training, and I worry about Serenity and the children. My grandmother has also offered her services, \which I will by no means decline.

Being in his house, Wufei's house.. it is as if a shadow of the past lies over me. My angelic self sees and hears images form before.. from a time when magic was different in the District, form a time when people lived closer to one another instead of in separate fragmented lives.

It hurts me so much to see his face.. I won't tell dad because I know he will look at me with eyes wondering...wondering how Wufei is.. what he is doing, how he is treating me. He deserves so much more after all of the loss he has suffered.

Serenity at least has opened up to the children more, especially Noah. It seems the time in the future gave her a chance to see the man he would become.. and it has left her more at ease to know he is nothing like his true father was. With so much to worry and think about, I should meditate, I have a long time of training starting tomorrow.

its so sweet how much he worries about Christ. It will be really interesting to see what happens with Wufei. And I'm intruiged by the references of seeing bits of the past. Is that the direction his angelic powers are moving?

Christ...hee hee.

Yes, I am still unsure about where I will lead them, but I think his change ability is going to have to do with time.. coming form the life and death mix Chris had when he was born.

He just doesn't want his dad to progress backwards as he deals with Wufei.

ya it'll be interesting for sure. I think in a little bit Wufei and Serenity should talk. Actully it'd also be interesting to have wufei and cyan talk.

I never thought about having them talk.. there just seems to be a big generational gap between them, but they both have now been Nataku's vessel. It may help Cyan to hear what Wufei went through.

ya thats what I was thinking. wufei is his grandfather right? Who are Donavan's parents again?

Donovan's parents are Lee and Andrea, he is Lilly's twin brother. Gods that feels like so old school now!