Alone at Last

Finally, I am back in my old body. I cannot even begin to describe the joy of touching Gwynn with my own hands once more. Her tears, her blood, her screams of pleasure.. they are all mine once again and not the shared property of this boy who I lived in.

Adyn and I have.. been working on an agreement. I think he still loves Gwyn and I do understand her appeal.. but there is no way that I can share her. Perhaps we can let things occur as they will.. I am sure Gwyn will need him at some times.. but I think it would be a pleasant idea to let him join Lorelai's court.

Lorelai.. Gods... sex with her is amazing.. and dangerous.. but I can't help myself. I will have to tread carefully as not to hurt Gwyn.. and if it came down to the choice of picking between the two I would of course choose Gwyn no questions asked.

But.. there is just something about the darkness hidden in and surrounding Lorelai that draws me to her.

For now.. I will do my best living with and loving Gwyn.. and hope that nothing will tear us apart again.

ahh Jakob. not distracted for long is he??