Some radical shifts have taken place this past week. A new king named Lavonte appeared. His presense is like nothing I’ve ever encountered before. Being around him, I’m afraid. Any command he gives me I obey unquestioningly and without thought. The first time he bent me to his will I was forced to return Dominic’s memories. And now… he has forced a shift in the realms. He wants queens to bow before kings. To carry out this charade, Jakob even brought me a collar. I found more enjoyment and satisfaction from wearing it than I would have guessed. Feeling that sense of ownership over me, it just further illustrates how entwined Jakob and I are.
God Lavonte, he wants children from our bloodline. Whether he intended it or not, I still feel his command to go to Dominic and bear him a child reviberating through me. I’ve tried so hard to give Dominic up, to move away from he and keep a distance. Now I feel this constant, vibrating overwhelming need to be near him. Worst of all, I can’t tell anyone, no one knows all the commands Lavonte whispered in my ear. I can’t find a way to fight them. Oh god, why would he do this to us? To Dominic? If only for Dominic I can’t allow this to happen, I fear what it would do to him and the expectations it would bring!
Darkness give me strength and help me prevent all that Lavonte foretold from coming true.
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Subject: Commands 
Tue Sep 18, 2012 1:39 am
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