Our daughter Sofia Peacecraft was finally born. There has never been a time in my life where I have felt such happiness and joy. It is such a miracle to me that I fell in love with someone who was raised almost as my younger sister.. someone who I used to feel was after I had lost Relena.
Lucrecia is, unfortunately painting a blackness over this happy time. She came to me and told me of her own pregnancy.. with our child. I never wanted to have another child with her.. but after all of the strange magics that she used.. she has conceived. God knows what will end up happening to the child. It pains me to deny the parentage.. but I cannot abandon my new family in this time for one born out of lies.
I know that this son.. will be used against me in the future. All I can do for now is focus on caring for Tessa and Sofia.. and hope that things between Lucrecia and I will change. A part of me still loved her.. before she returned and showed me her true colors.. what I can never tell Tessa is that part of me will always love and be waiting for the woman of the past to return to me. I will never leave Tessa.. but so much of my life was devoted to Lucrecia and Jeremy.. I don't know how I can completely turn my back to them even with her and Sofia..
For now I will rest, and think on how to take each day as it comes.